2016-12-31
thankful, fat and hollow like a chocolate bunny | entry by sven |
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let´s start it with
a classic phrase: in retrospective a year appears short, actually it was
a long time with much happening in it. taking a look on the journal and
the news I can look back on a year that appears successful and took me
to great places. I was allowed to make shows in museums in mülheim and
gelsenkirchen, I could finally come up with a common show with matthias
danberg at kunstraum unten and was part of smaller but for me also important
shows and projects. well, at least receiving the ruhrpreis made the year
perfect for me already questioning if I can top it. from a financial
point of view the year has also been more successful than others, not
only because of the prize money. |
2016-12-20 fame and the daily grind | entry by sven |
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you might have read
about the ruhrpreis thing, after all these thrilling days I feel the need
to share some inside views with you. getting a prize is great, no doubt
about that. also it is great to get mails and clicks with congratulations
and making you feel that you deserve it and the jury has picked the right
one. it is also great to see who is happy for you and who is not. indeed,
you appear to be more important than before and it appears appropriate
now to like your work, finally. without understanding the jury´s decision,
nobody would ever dare to question it. yes, this is hype, you are known
for being successful and appreciated, but this is just the surface and
true for only a surprisingly short period of time. a few days later the
hype means nothing more like an anecdote of an old man wishing back better
times. and here I’m in and I try to look on myself from the outside via
media. to be honest, when I see others win or succeed a tiny part of me
does not understand questioning the quality and the system. did they really
chose the best position? now, finding me on the other side being the chosen
one does not answer these questions, I still do not know why I was chosen
and if I’m reading about it in the newspaper and on facebook makes me
look like I am. there are many strange feelings around for the sensitive
ones among us. |
2016-12-06 leipzig for a day (if you get out of main station) | entry by sven |
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after discovering
dessau and realizing it be a lot smaller and more beautiful than expected
you may ask yourself where to go find a point of interest nearby. leipzig
in the pre-christmas season appeared to be a good choice. |
2016-12-03 back to the roots: a bauhaus trip for new orientation | entry by sven |
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after facing different
issues and much work with my students i had the chance to go to dessau
and visit the bauhaus as well as further points of interest around. every
once in a while I’m happy to get out of the everyday pattern and bring
some new impressions in while trying to keep the rest on the replacement
bench. |
2016-11-02 crepuscule encounters with saint oda made my day | entry by sven |
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that is a quite quick
follow-up to the last blog post. the report on the CAR was actually a
little low motivated and pretty superficial, I know about the variety
in quality of my articles. nevertheless, yesterday brought a surprise
by simple rediscovery. after getting through the night without any ‘trick
or treat’ requests is finally was looking forward to a day off. free time
also has some problematic issues, of course, it does not want to be wasted,
even when the sun pretends to stay a little longer making the colourd
leaves gloom in the woods. |
2016-10-30 art fair week and a some surprises | entry by sven |
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its annual art fair
week again, art fair cologne (including blooom award), contemporary art
ruhr and kuboshow. well, after struggling for years with the stuff offered
I have made peace with the system, more or less. it is a place to sale
stuff, you make it as multi-coloured and full of variations to make it
look like a supermarket, because it is a supermarket. I have realized
to have never seen works by david claerbout or laurent montaron on art
fairs, maybe for a good reason. |
2016-10-19 returning to kirchberg, the value of time and shit | entry by sven |
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you know I had to
drop out a little, I am truly seeking all this conversation and hanging
around, all of this working on stuff and teaming up, but I also like to
withdraw and find inspiration. I wanted to do the trip and the visual
work on scholarship. I did not turn out to be one of the chosen ones leaving
me with a laughing and a crying eye, it was clear for me to do the trip
anyway… let´s go back to inspiration: actually, the kirchberg plateau
in luxembourg has become one of these inspirational places. one hand because
of what is: you can look down on it like on a model railroad layout and
you can reach everything by foot. the city appears small and old somehow
but also like a big city in the middle of europe. it really combines these
contradictions without antagonism. nevertheless, it is extremely beautiful
and relaxed, except if you find yourself in a car during the rush hour.
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2016-10-13
how to spend a thousand years in tilburg | entry by sven |
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once again, there is a longer
pause between the entries, i was busy, lazy, all of it, between inspiration,
meditation, stress and sadness. |
2016-08-26
work and leisure in progress and balance (at once) | entry by sven |
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one month without blogging
appears like a quite long time to me. many impressions and pictures have
been waiting to be posted and commented. as i look back on summer (even
it is still hot these days) i try to make sense of it. |
2016-07-29
future art, beach drowsing and busy studio work | entry by sven |
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after a longer break i had
my annual days off at the sea. well, it seems like i cannot do something
else, however, different circumstances made it difficult to find a different
plan and we could not find something appropriate in britain. this year
delivered the holy trinity of holidays that i would call classic: art,
beach and fish. |
2016-07-13
a decade of white nights, no tree non-photographed | entry by sven |
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i have realized attending
the white nights at raffelbergbark for ten years now, a long time actually.
even when there have been years with cancelled events, years
with never ending rainfall, i was there. you know that i am bound to traditions,
this one is great, actually, the worst thing about it is the phenomenon
of faster and faster rushing by after putting it on the list every year.
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2016-07-06
dates and actions, shows and studio work | entry by sven |
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i have reported in the last
entries about local events that are quite loose connected to myself. there
are no shows with my participation recently except the ongoing video loop
of 'puddle' at the kunstmuseum gelsenkirchen.
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2016-06-29
brexit hangover and exquisite summer dates | entry by sven |
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usually i do not comment
politics here, because it is not my topic and things appear too complex
and quickly changing to turn them into a blog post. great britain´s decision
to leave the european union, in short 'brexit', made me think a bit more.
I cannot say if this is a good thing or a bad thing, I cannot predict
the future of the island, nor I want to participate in the common britain-bashing.
in fact, the common opinion seems to state that we have an island of idiots
making a false decision. but is the majority always right? how can we
judge a nation for making their own way? there seems to be a common sense
of right and wrong, of clever and stupid. even if the britains appear
recently not too clever and in shock about their anticipated result of
leaving we should ask ourselves if the result isn´t a product of the set-up…
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2016-06-24
park sounds review and further summer dates | entry by sven |
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even if they offer it five
days a week for at least only one week, it is hard to get there, i managed
to attempt the park sounds yesterday, and this might be the experience
for this year.
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2016-06-12
obligatory annual local summer dates | entry by sven |
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the last days have been surrounded
by congratulations on receiving the ruhrpreis having it absolutely
not expected. even when I am facing different issues recently, this is
putting some silver linings in the horizon, it feels like being back in
the game.
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2016-06-07
eichbaum: nothing has happened, nothing changed | entry by sven |
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it feels a little
bit strange if you look into a certain direction and realizing the seconds
you need to understand what is different: the opernbauhütte is gone. even
if this architecture looked a little bit strange, it has become a fixed
part of the landscape and the place it belonged to, even if it has lost
its destination years ago. but let´s sum it up first of all. in 2008 the
grillo theater in essen started in collaboration with the ringlokschuppen
in mülheim and raumlaborberlin the ‘eichbaumoper’, a project to transform
the no-go-area of the eichbaum station in mülheim into an open and vivid
space to create an opera based upon on for this special location. I remember
the project not being well attended at first, it took some time to get
peoples´ attention and to make them become a part of it.
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2016-05-29 more studio work and taxes for the dumb | entry by sven |
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as I have already
reported before I am trapped in studio work, producing and networking
again, making applications and all this stuff you have to do next to thinking
about art and finally making it. now, that I have found out to not have
won an art award I have applied for in a quite complex form I have once
again realized all the other things I have put in the pipeline waiting
to be dismissed. |
2016-05-17
studio work and video previews | entry by sven |
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once again i am taking
care of producing and preparing, i have reported a few times that creating
an artwork is only one part of miking it happen. all this networking and
delivering as well as keeping in touch is the other half of it. this may
sound like talking to people os work to me, actually it is not, but i
have to admit that i´m not that much in the mood right now. i´d
rather stay in the studio or at home and return with something more entertaingit
to tell, and maybe even to show. |
2016-05-06
'culture mine' - a show that never happened | entry by sven |
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even when I have defined
my blogging activities to be positive without speaking bad about anyone,
I have to call it what it is when it comes to the phenomenon of being
non-professional and even rude. |
2016-04-17
art cologne #50: anniversary, trend and evolution | entry by sven |
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art cologne 2016 means
business as usual on the one hand but also looking back and reflecting
on the other. following the ritual I could not miss it and I found what
I have expected. the fair is a big machine running without noticing resistance,
a variation of the well-known. over the years my acceptance for the commercial
focus has grown and from this point of view you find a wide variation
of the decorative; you cannot sell something deeply touching but something
superficially beautiful.
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2016-03-22
a new axe in town, susie is going to be jealous | entry by sven |
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wow, that was quick.
i am a happy user of an engl savage 120 amp, actually more an ex-user,
becuase it was strongly in need of new tubes since 2008. i got up yesterday
and and it was like: now or never. i wanted to bring it to a technician
years ago, i never did caused by so much other tings to do and money issues,
of course. |
2016-03-17
where to go for easter: new place for the EGGXPO | entry by sven |
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recently there is
not too much to tell about my own actions, preparing shows and events
with museums is a lot more effort compared to gallery or off-space exhibitions,
even when the upcoming things are quite small – but on a big stage. also
there is still a lot work recently, in making money, making art, making
friends and thinking about past and recent collaborations. well, this
year will probably have some shows that do not take place, even after
much work in sketching them. like i´ve said, not much to tell, no fixed
results recently. |
2016-02-17
full of fish? not entirely, so let´s fish! | entry by sven |
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once again I made
my way up to the coast, fresh fish and belgian beer at the dutch sea are
still the best things to relax quickly. when I went to zeeland in 2014
I produced ‘the impossibility to take pictures of the sea’ and the ‘puddle’
video. also we rediscovered the chippie and fish stall of brassem (het
groentje 4, 4357 bc domburg, niederlande). |
2016-02-06
nothing has changed: a path to the past | entry by sven |
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I was checking out
old boxes full of prints and negatives looking for stuff to rediscover
or simply to bring back. actually I did not only find masterpieces but
also pictures documenting my ambition in making shows. above you see me
in a classic pose in front of my works, well, if I compare it to today’s
documentations I can say that nothing has changed. I might look different
today but i´m still proud to get my works on the wall somewhere and watch
people in front of it. |
2016-01-20
sneak peeks of becoming at kunstmuseum mülheim | entry by sven |
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even when i´m blessed
to be chosen for the third time to contribute to the annual group show
at the kunstmuseum mülheim of contemporary and locally based artists it
is still exciting. |
2016-01-11
david bowie 1947-2016 | entry by sven |
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these are quite bad
news to start the year´s journal. I was just checking my smart phone to
check the whether forecast when I read the words that did not seem to
fit together. so, this is the post-bowie-era. I feel scared. |